fireflies

i will leave the door open when i sleep

pls, can u pls come and take me away from here

ngay cả khi ko wan tâm, chờ em nhé

ngay cả khi anh luôn bận với tất cả mọi chuyện, chờ em nhé

ngay cả khi cô ấy là tất cả đối với anh, chờ em nhé

get tired

I can be your liar
I can be your bearer of bad news
Sick and uninspired by the diamonds in your fire
Burning like a flame inside of you
Is this just desire or the truth

So shame on me for the ruse
Shame on me for the blues
Another one returned that I'll never use

Hanging on this wire
Waiting for the day I'll have to choose
Cursed by love so dire
One more boy for hire
One more boy to lend a hand to you
Is this just desire or the truth

취중진담

그래 난 취했는지도 몰라 실수인지도 몰라
아침이면 까마득히 생각이 안나 불안해할지도 몰라
하지만 오늘밤에 해야할 말이 있어
약한 모습 미안해도 술김에 하는 말이 생각지는 마

언제나 네 앞에 서면 준비했었던 말도 왜 난 반대로 말해놓고
돌아서 후회하는지 이제 고백할게 처음부터 너를 사랑해왔다고
^이렇게 널 사랑해 어설픈 나의 말이 촌스럽고 못미더워도

그냥 하는 말이 아냐. 두번 다시 이런 일 없을거야
아침이 밝아오면 다시 한 번 널 품에 안고 사랑한다 말할게^
자꾸 왜 웃기만 하는거니 농담처럼 들리니 아무말도 하지않고
어린애 보듯 날 바라보기만 하니

아무에게나 늘 이런 얘기하는 그런 사람은 아냐
너만큼이나 나도 참 어색해 너를 똑바로 쳐다볼 수 없어
자꾸만 아까부터 했던 말 또 해 미안해
하지만 오늘 난 모두 다 말할거야

zero in on

Even though it is not because of your illusory comeliness, you really do a great job in grabbing my attention. Thinking back to my first wretched incident with a woman whose habits are sermonizing about human behavior, applying motherhood practices (so as to get some hands-on experience I guess) plus cajoling innocuous urchins, you are another type of unusual occurrence type of woman that I find it hypothetical to identify (oh my gosh, please accept my apology to name you "woman". I believe your magnanimity would surely overcome my boor and disrespect). Many sleepless nights have gone through and you appear to be the outline of the thesis which is still in the inchoate form of a very complex theory. My fidelity has been proven by the fact that you preoccupy my mind every time I hear your name in every movie I watched, trying to looking for the best character that is apposite to you.


50 FIRST DATES


Lucy, an art teacher, suffers from amnesia from a car accident she was in a year earlier. Her condition has left her with no memory of anything between the day of the accident and the present because she is incapable of converting short-term memories into long-term memories. She thus fails to recognize Henry, a marine-life veterinarian, each individual day. Henry won't let this stop him and is prepared to make Lucy fall in love with him all over again, each and every day.

Well I realize that you may share a little in common with the main actress which is your forgetfulness. Your impetuous movement to rummage for companionship appears to pervade your whole intelligence that you are oblivious of the place you were born, of the ladder you are standing, and even your mother tongue (within this respect, your sickness may be even graver that the main actress, so I candidly suggest you see a doctor and it'd better be a neurologist rather than a gynecologist). Yet, that minor analogy cannot say anything of who you are. Lucy in 50 First Dates has a gorgeous smile, though forgetful, loves only one man. The one I know, well, is blatantly not (just so you know, grass is not always greener on the other side).

My first effort fails but I do not give up. I move to another movie with great hope and anxiety.


STEP UP


The movie is basically about the will to follow dreams of young people like us, resolving around Tyler and Nora. But I am particularly concerned with Lucy Avila. In the movie, her boyfriend cheats on her and it takes her a while to move on with Miles Darby who has been pursuing her for a long time. On the scene, Lucy has a great voice, dances well, and she is flaming hot! The beauty lies in the fact that her trust is not broken after the perfidious actions by the partner (at least for a while!). Back to reality, it still does not go well with you, both in and out. It is such a contrite that I cannot recall Lucy's boyfriend name, since you may fit it well with his character somehow. However, you got her confidence in many haughty and funny ways. You take pride in your beauty which I have no time and energy to remonstrate against (though you may consider breast and buttocks augmentation and lift, eyelid surgery, liposuction, skin therapy, neck lift and chin peeling). Not only that, your noble spirit in absolving those have annoyed you by just a simply put, "It is just a ... game." (Hint to fill in the blank: name of my country) You then condone all the hatred and bury them all in your electric diary. What a loft and shady act! Hence, there is no way that anyone can impugn your potent artlessness. Everyone accepts your coolness as an inveterate boil of their backsides. But let me tell you one thing, being coy may work some times. (On a personal note, the starter of any game originates from the players, not from the audiences. And the ordinary game is transmuted into interesting showcase when the players are also the cheerleaders. So, you may desire to take back that sentence and you might ruminate upon mentioning any countries' names next time to prevent from degrading your human dignity and destabilizing the balance of your face.)


Sigh, I fail again, don't I? Being on a verge of giving up, I move to the next movie.


THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA


The film tells story of four children who go to live with an old professor during the war. One day, while playing hide and seek, Lucy, the youngest, finds a wardrobe which leads to a magical land called Narnia and then the fairy tale begins. In two parts, Lucy plays a key important role since she is the one that discovers the wardrobe (in part one) and also the one who embarks on a remarkable journey to find Aslan to rescue Narnia (in part two). Innocent, doughty and sincere could be the best character about this little girl in the visual world, which is totally in contrary to what I see every day. But it is very impolite of me to fulminate you for your mistakes due to your sickness known as "forgetfulness" as you do not remember every deceptive things you said/wrote the next day! (this reminds me of the charlatan sitting on the throne but it is never the real king) However, in the end, it may not be that hapless when you are absent-minded, for it does save people lots of troubles to remember hot air. The more troubles people involve as they do not trust Lucy in Narnia, the less they do as they do not in real life. Thorny right?

Just so you know, assuming people around you also suffering from amnesia as well as putting my name in your sucker list are apparently a huge gaffe. Oh, and your immutable blogging schedule soon become boring since it is pretty hackneyed and iterative. Hence, you probably want to refurbish your old tactics in becoming the central point of attention since it is now inclined towards rag. You might have noticed this abrupt by-product and its relevant cost (we have been taught in MAD2, remember? I am sure you do), though small but accumulated. So make a decision now: make or buy or terminate altogether? The Lucy in Narnia does not exert any effort yet people cannot take their eyes off her. You? Nah ... (but it may work after hitting the sauce)



Sigh, I give up on you. Such a complicated case with a baroque character!

Three movies, but not even a flash.

And I wonder why should I loiter my time thinking of you trying to identify a single character as I am not the kind of person who is just sitting around twiddling my thumbs all day. Since in the end, it is nothing much different from an unclassified trash basin of tributes. I really had my heart getting this clear but it is true that you can't teach an old dog new tricks and the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Yet, please fo not nurse a grudge toward me for these little things and try not to have many irons in the fire. I do not mean to put you through the wringer at all so do not flip out. Just so you know, on the up and up, please let the sleeping dogs lie with a crackpot like me, because you will trip up out of your school of hard knocks.

Bad egg and yakety-yak ...